The
chest pain got worse in the night and I went to the doctor on Monday
morning.
I did have
a virus. Unluckily I was among the
one in a million in whom it attacks the heart.
My condition, viral myocarditis,
which at the time was yet to be diagnosed, is often fatal.
My GP was concerned and took
some blood for tests. He asked to see me on the Wednesday. He
was not happy with me, and we went straight to the accident and emergency
department at East Surrey Hospital, Redhill, for an ECG. They admitted
me immediately to the ward.
My condition
was deteriorating rapidly. My heart
was incredibly swollen and was
not pumping blood to my body and was
itself being starved of blood.
The next day, Thursday, I
was transferred to the high-dependency unit at Middlesex Hospital, London.
There were more tests and I was
moved again to the intensive care unit.
By now there was great concern and
the last thing I can remember
before losing consciousness was my
parents saying goodnight. I didn't know,
but they had been told that this goodnight might also mean goodbye.
Things moved fast.
My only hope now was an immediate
move to the John Radcliffe Hospital in Oxford, where surgeons were known to
be developing new types of artificial heart.
I was taken to the hospital by special intensive care ambulance,
accompanied by a nurse and two doctors.
My parents followed
in their car. They were told it was not known if I
would survive the journey, which took an hour and a quarter. We got
there about 4am. They were going to do the operation at 9am, but they
brought it forward by an hour. They thought
I had about 20 minutes left.
I had almost
no natural pulse and my blood supply
was so poor that my kidneys had also
stopped working and I needed renal
dialysis as well. The surgery took four and a half hours.
The next thing
I knew was when I came round six days later. There were tubes
everywhere. I was sedated and I had no idea of what had happened to
me. I lost a week of my life.
After only six days the inflammation and swelling had
subsided and they decided that
my own heart was working well enough
to take the pump out.
I am now very well.
I am still on medication but my life has returned to normal. I take
part in lots of amateur dramatics and over the last couple of years I have
even appeared in 5 one night shows in West End theatres.