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Louise Campbell, 27, a
surveyor from West London, collapsed at the age of 15.
Her irregular heart beat is now controlled by an implanted
defibrillator.
People think of heart
disease as an old man’s illness. They
imagine someone who’s eaten nothing but fried food or smoked heavily for
40 years. But I’ve been
diagnosed with a heart problem since I was 15.
I was racing a friend
and collapsed. I was taken to
hospital, where I was diagnosed with dilated cardiomyopathy – an
enlarged heart that doesn’t pump properly – and arrhythmia, which
means an irregular heart beat.
Back then, the diagnosis
was more worrying for my parents than for me.
I was told again and again how lucky I was to be alive and it’s
only now that I’m beginning to appreciate it.
Shortly after my
eighteenth birthday I’d arranged to see my Dad for lunch.
When I went round to his flat, I discovered him dead from a heart
attack. He was 42.
It was shocking in every way – I had lost my Dad, and I realised
I could die like him.
Months later I had a
defibrillator implanted. It
stops my heart from beating too fast.
I tell people I’m battery operated and turn it all into a big
laugh. At airport metal detectors, it’s funny trying to explain
what a defibrillator is in a foreign language.
No one expects someone in their twenties to be wearing a pacemaker.
When I first had the
defibrillator I hated it, that I couldn’t control my own heart beat, let
alone my life. I was anxious
about applying for a mortgage, going on holiday, everything.
At job interviews I felt I should be honest and tell potential
employers about my heart, even though I’m perfectly healthy and only
have check ups every six months.
Last year, for the first
time, I started feeling really exhausted.
I could drag myself to work and back but that was it.
It brought home to me that I do have an ongoing medical condition,
but medication to lower my blood pressure has worked really well
I don’t see my heart
problems as a death sentence. I’m
not going to get obsessed with it. After
all, I could spend years worrying about my heart and die when I’m 70.
Recently I have become a
founder member of a Surgery
Supporters Club organised by CRY – Cardiac Risk in the Young
I
think the fact that heart conditions affect young people too needs to be
advertised as much as possible as even my own friends have trouble
believing me!
I’ve
had it so long now that it has become second nature to me but I can still
remember how strongly I felt about it at first and could sympathise with
those going through that now.
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