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This page contains poems which have been written by CRY supporters.  If you would like your poem to appear on this page, please email it to mystory@c-r-y.org.uk or post it to the CRY office.

 

 

My child was cheeky,
So full of flair,
Such big brown eyes and curly hair,
A face so cute,
A smile so bright,
He now lights up the stars at night.

When God came and took you away,
He left me here alone to stay,
The pain sometime's to much to bear,
I need your love, your touch, your care,
I do thank God from up above,
For sending you here for me to love.

Even though it was only for those few short years,
It's been worth all the pain and the tears.
My darling you have made me see,
That life is for eternity.
You shower me with all your love,
From in the heavens up above.

I feel your presence,
I feel your soul,
Though in my heart remains a hole,
No one can fill,
No one can mend,
A broken heart until the end.

The day you left, a part of me died,
But one sweet day I know you'll be back by my side.

by Julie Hatton

 
   
   


My 12 year old daughter Kira wrote this poem at school for her
17 year old brother Jason who died in 2009.  She misses him
so much. This was our last family picture, taken just six
weeks before his death.

Jason Chew
Average singer, Frisbee flinger,
...Guitar Geek, Calls me a freak,
Funny Guy, Loves Sci-Fi,
Lovely Smile, Great Style,
McFly Lover, Got the same Mother,
Fab Memories, Loves that cheese,
Handsome Man, Says my nan,
Pinks his colour, Lady puller ;P
Tall Person, Really Fun.

And when he died, I cried.

xxxxxxxxx

Dear Ronnie,

I love you lots and lots,

And i miss you too,

Your hugs and smile,

Are my memories of you,

Pictures and photos,

Including lost memories,

Are all i have left of you,

My dearest brother.

 

I think you will agree,

Together,Me, Ricky, mum, My dad could rule the world,

I had you all,

Now you have passed away,

And will only be in my heart and head,

Instead of here,

With me and your friends.

 

You had a lot of friends that cared for you,

I don't know if you knew,

But we all miss you,

Dearest brother.

 

I hope you are looking after yourself,

And having fun up there,

But down here we are worrying,

Please tell us that you are ok.

 

Thank you for all of the wonderful times that we had,

Them times were great,

But they are fading now,

Please help me get through this time,

Without any more agony.

 

I wish i had you back,

Or even something of that you kept,

To remember you by,

And not to forget,

The brilliant brother,

That was the best of them all.

 

Please take care of yourself,

I love you.

 

But now the time has come to say goodbye.

So goodbye.

 

by Sophie, age 11

   
   

"Shortly after the sudden death of my son Christopher I began to write out my feelings in this way, and have, in the first two years following his death, written well over 100 poems. I am now in the process of linking many of them with an image, creating the 'Verse & Image' set on Flickr."

Richard Walker

 

Some examples from Richard's 'Verse & Image' Flickr set are presented below; the full set can be seen here

   

Troubles

And still my troubles, trouble me,
And time not eased my pain.
I wonder if I will again,
Find a life to please me,
Find a life to ease me,
Find my life again.


Richard Walker, 2005

"Recalling the feelings I had (and still have) after hearing the news of the death of my son on Jan 8th 2005."

See Richard's full 'Verse & Image' Flickr set here

Anger (A Poem)

Anger brews a sullen cord,
Someone came who brought discord.
The day distracted, over acted,
Anger, became impacted.

Anger, the destructive force,
Anger brings the broken coarse.
Anger is the blight on life,
Anger brings a perilous knife.

Bow not to this ferocious force,
Do not join its malicious source.
Stay back from its violent way,
Control the feeling that within you sway.

Stay composed and fight with vigour,
Complex thoughts suggest decoy.
Seek support, put on your armour,
Defeat this anger, let it not destroy.

Poem: Richard Walker, 2005
Image: Anger Management Watford

"Anger is an inevitable result in many cases of deep loss and grief, it happened to me and I dealt with it by writing about my feeling in the form of poems and verse, which I linked to an appropriate image."

See Richard's full 'Verse & Image' Flickr set here

   

Still A Blackbird Sings

At the rising of the sun
And at the closing of the day
After heartache and sorrow
After joy and after pain
When all hope seems lost
And your way is not found
Still the Blackbird sings

When the storm of life is raging
And our trials are laid before us
When in grief our hearts are breaking
And the days before us lie in darkness
When friends no longer call you
And no laughter can be heard
Still a Blackbird sings

Its song of hope is on the wind
And into your mind it seeps
To become a beacon
To redress the drift
And bring peace into our life
So move a step away from darkness
And listen to its song

Poem: Richard Walker, Sept 2008
Image: Planet SHHH

"Sometimes in our lives it is necessary to become aware of the natural way, look for the examples that surround you and take them in for the betterment of our souls. After the death of my son I discovered that no matter how dreadful I felt, the world still went on, and the Blackbird still sang its song!"

See Richard's full 'Verse & Image' Flickr set here

Now and Forever

For you in this year and all those years to come: -

I give you my heart,
I give my soul,
I give you my all,
My friendship and my love.

For you in times of stress,
You have my support,
You have my accord,
My home and my warmth.

For you in your grief,
You have my comfort,
My tears I shed for you,
My time I give to you, all as you need

For you in happier times,
I share with you my laughter,
My hand and my smile,
And for you that extra mile

For you, and in your life,
You can count on me,
I will be there when you call,
And help you should you fall

For now and forever,
Our shadows will not part
(Marked dark upon the earth by the shining sun)
And even though we are apart,
We will always be as one.

Poem: Richard Walker, November 2007
This great image was taken by my daughter-in-law Karelle Walker along the Cornish coast.

"When my son was with us he knew that our love for him was unending. Much was understood without the saying of it. He is not with us now, but in some ways it makes no difference, that love we had for him, and he for us, cannot be withdrawn, it is set into the stars, where one day it will come together again."

See Richard's full 'Verse & Image' Flickr set here

   
   

BETWEEN THOSE SMILES

The look of mischief
The smile disguising the next naughty move
The unread tale:
Books, cuddles.... too boring!
You understood: life was for living, exploring.
You rushed at life, running first, never walking.
Your early philosophy:
To cram as much into each day as possible.
Always be busy, investigating and —
should being mischievous be part of that —
then go for it!
An inquiring mind, continuous questions.
How? Why? You needed to know.
Matchboxes of creatures — woodlice, worms,
ants (which escaped), earwigs (fascinated, you disturbed
them with a twig to see arched backs and threatening pincers).
Accidents: the turmoil of hospitals, A & E.
Your crazy excitement for holidays, Christmas, birthdays.
Your longing to travel, see the world.
Your capacity to absorb. Your humour.
Your volcanic temper towards injustice.
Bold, daring at dangerous sports
yet understanding and caring.
Shouldering so much of everyone’s problems
Yet remaining loyal when friends’ divisions ran deep.
Always supporting family, friends, acquaintances.
You lit up a room with your presence
With an ability to draw in those around you
Sharing anecdotes, stories, rich humour.
Always expressing a sincere interest in others.
This is why the void is so huge.
The loss impacted on everyone as we try to understand why.
Just as maturity beckoned: a fiancé, a house, a marriage planned.
We did not have the chance to say goodbye.
It hurts and we ache because we all miss you so very, very much.
BUT we have your smiles
AND what a life you had between those smiles.

 

by Colin and Sandra Mulford
 

Final Journey

The room, with its medically sanitized smell,

was cool, bright and airy.
There in the middle, covered with a white plastic sheet, he lay.
On top, the poesy of buttercups and bluebells,
now wilted, was still with him.
Clothes, picked by close family and friends, 
were neatly laid on a table nearby. 

 

'I have come to dress you for your final journey, and…
'And, I am scared! Scared Graham! Scared…
'How do I do this final act?
'All I feel is fear… 
'Fear of you as a stiff corpse… 
'Fear that you might resist…
'Fear that I will let you down…

"Oh, come on Dad!  Fearless remember…
"You dressed me as a baby…
"You can do it for me now!
"Heartless though I am."


'Respect', was the word, as Paul and Colin
donned blue plastic aprons and blue plastic gloves.
Following their lead, I too donned the plastic,
but then removed the gloves.
No barrier was to come between a father's hands

and his son's dead body.

The flowers and plastic sheet were removed,
Revealing the body of what was, a healthy young man.
A strip of plaster hid the post-mortem.
Cold to touch and rigor-mortis all gone,
The black vest was first to be threaded on.
One arm and then the other was gently raised, and gently lowered,
And the vest was carefully pulled over his head.
His whole body was then gently rolled;
Rolled first to the left, and then rolled to the right,
And the vest worked down.  Mottled shirt, matching tie, black jacket and Chinos all followed, until last of all, socks and shoes.

A plain wooden Cotswold coffin was wheeled in…

Gently, we three raised him… and, 
Gently, we three lowered him in…
Appearing now peaceful it was a job well done.
Being left alone, father bent down and gently kissed his dead son…
  

"I had no time to rail 'against the dying of the light'

"I had no time to rage against my final 'Good night'"…
 

'…Good night Graham, my lad… …Good night', I said;

'Perchance you'll dream'…  he said.

 

by Keith Davies
Read more at: http://blogs.myspace.com/kgdavies

   
   
Paul

 

A wounding emptiness now fills too many lives,
Yet the ringing echoes of that joyful laughter lingers in the air,
The loss was too surprising,
How could we lose someone so uniquely rare?
The heartache was immensely sharp,
The slash of a dagger,
It was hard to keep upright,
Trying hard not to stagger,
A hard lump choking the throat,
A clenching on the stomach holding on tight,
Suddenly tears are flooding the room
Was it right to take him away?  Was it right?
It was a depressing and desolate autumn then,
Yet it felt like a thousand raw winters had gone by,
It was raining with a sorrow - constant sorrow,
But I knew he was there when I looked up in the sky.
Looking at the pictures now,
A soothing harmony embraces the heart,
He left fullfilling all his ambitions,
Reaching every target he'd set from the start.
When we first lost him,
I lived in the harrowing loneliness of the dark,
But now all I see is the luminous beauty of the light,
Because now I know that in all our hearts, he definitely left his mark.

by A. Tarannum


 

Written by a friend of Brenda Luckett in memory of Martyn Luckett:

 

I see lots of stars in the sky

One in particular catches my eye

It twinkles and seems to say

Don't worry mum I'm okay.

Grief

 

What is grief and what does it mean

Where does it go where has it been

It lies in your heat like a heavy stone

It stabs like a knife when you’re all alone

 

There is place in your heart for it to lie

It will stay right there until the day you die

No one can say when it will go away

Because it will remain with you every day

 

Some times in a little corner of your heart

It will lie all quiet but is still a part

It is who you are and who who’ve lost

It reminds you daily of the great cost

 

No one can say now is the time to forget

Because time does not stop it’s always set

Sad memories don’t go away but give you hope

They will simply fade and you learn to cope

 

Grief comes upon you without any warning

It strikes at your heart in the early morning

What makes you feel so very sad?

Is it a dream that you’ve just had

Did you see your loved one again?

Did it bring back all that pain?

 

Never think that by now you’ll be fine

There are no rules, no one can define

The way you feel day by day

One year or two you cannot say

 

There is no time limit on feeling better

Therefore think of lovely times together

Play music dearest to your heart

And that way you will never be apart

 

Keep a place in a corner of your heart

For the grief that has torn you apart

It is part of you and who you now are

You know how much you will always care

You cannot replace a loved one ever

So keep them safe in your heart forever

 

by Christine Abram

   
   

An expression of my feelings

For Jason

 

Jason I will miss you for the rest of my life,

you were the best wee brother in the world,

Who became my friend, and I didn’t realise it at the time,

you were my rock.

I think of the things you said or did with almost every passing day, its not just me who

Misses you, its everyone who knew you,

especially your closest friends Si, Nick and Proc.

I don’t know if I will ever get to know the reasons Why?

I only hope you’re standing somewhere near,

when its my time to die.

 

You will always be in my heart, your big sis….Caroline X.

My Brother

 

A gentle soul walking in the garden of life

Full of hopes and dreams of his future —His music the voice, as words do not always come easy.

I shall always remember his smile and the ways he made me laugh.

May he rest in the clear light of the nature of his mind, open, empty and naked like a cloudless blue sky.

May our happy memories of him shine through the darkness of our sorrow

And teach us all how precious life is.

 

by Abi

   
   

In memory of Stuart - my precious son
 
Do you believe in life after death?
I do, truly. With every last breath.
For we once had someone heavenly sent
Put on this earth for a brief moment
And when he left the skies turned grey
The rain poured down for days and days.
But I will never forget the smile on his face
Or his wicked humour that made us laugh.
While he was here he touched many lives
And left a legacy of love to them all.
I believe I will see him again one day
Hug him and kiss him and able to say
How much I had missed him and how
My heart was broken that day
That day God took him away.

by Rosemary Attridge

Mummy's Boy

 

Mummy’s boy, born and bred

He could do no wrong, whatever anyone said.

I know you miss him so, but he’s still here

Watching us laughing and shedding a tear

 

No one will ever replace him or make the pain go away

There will be good times and then there will be a rainy day

We must keep our angel close and never forget

That he left a lasting impression on all those he met

 

Nothing can close to a mum’s love for her child born

The pain is deep and twists like a thorn

Look at these pictures and remember the fun he gave you

And treasure those memories especially when you’re feeling blue.

 

Poem written for my Mum

 

by Charlotte Luckett

   
   


 

“Ronnie My Boy”

 

I think back upon the joy I experienced as I witnessed your growth and achievements.
Can the fact that you are no longer here remove those memories?
No. They are with me always...
The happiness I felt, the pleasure you gave me, the many moments of satisfaction.
Nothing can diminish that.
Truly, I wish it could have continued for many, many more years

Having done my best, having given my all, I can only stand aside and grieve.

 

Yes I made mistakes like many of us mum’s do but our role doesn't come with a manual but my broken heart says it all

Thank you for giving me joy. Thank you for giving me happiness.
I was blessed to have had you with me for the time that fate gave us.

Thank you for being my boy

 

Love from your Mum xxx

 

A Special Friend

 

I remember way back in December,

the tragic loss

of my friend Liam Ross,

 

Liam Jack Ross, I miss him dearly,

and at times I show that clearly

he was such a warm friend,

that nobody wanted things to end.

 

So when I go out at night and look out far,

I do know he's that Shining Star.

 

He used to think I was posh,

but my personality he did not try to squash,

over lounge and living room we were in dispute,

and all his answers came out cute!

 

So he asked me, is it a large liquid filled container

or a bath?

This amongst many other jokes made me laugh,

(Never before have I had so many laughs in Maths!)

 

Liam made me laugh in every way.
He taught me to be positive each and every day.

LIAM ROSS, WHAT A LOSS.  XXX

 

by Rhianne Bertie

   
   

Martyn Luckett

1985 - 2005

Cheeky chap, made everyone smile

Even if it was only for a little while

God has chosen you to be his soldier

Forsaking us seeing you getting older

 

There's a constant ache deep in my heart

I won't forget you my dearest Mart

We had so much fun, so many memories to keep

They're locked in my mind, cherished, oh so deep

 

I hope you are happy and looking down

Keeping that cheeky grin and not a frown

I hear your voice and see your face

Life is no longer seen as a rat race

 

You're up there with good company I know

Nan, Aunty Marg and others alike in a row

Be peaceful my dear brother, I miss you so

See you one day and we will dance again I know!

Charlotte Luckett

 

Kevin Says

I left a bit too early

But fate made it that way,

I’d love to come and see you all

If only for a day

 

My journey won't allow me

To visit now and then,

I will have to just live on

Through Yasmin, Brooke and Ben

 

I’ll always watch you closely

To make sure you’re alright,

I’ll speak to you in your dreams

In the middle of the night

 

I did want a bit more time

There’s things I want to say,

But I left a bit too early

Cos fate made it that way

 

KEVIN EATON 10/01/1979 - 22/07/2007

 

 

WRITTEN ON BEHALF OF KEVIN BY HIS WIFE LOUISA,

FOR ALL OF THOSE HE LOVED

 

   
   

We have joined a group of elites

We have joined a group of elites,
Whose families are no longer complete,
But we’ve not lost our Dads & Mums
We have lost our daughters & sons.
So now we join the poor sad families,
Who regularly visit the cemetery,
Not to visit our wives or mother,
But to mourn our sons, brothers & lovers.
Those who didn’t meet their full potential,
For somehow they wasn’t meant to!
But for us all this is new,
We didn’t want to be among the few,
Those who’ve lost their children,
Whether by fair means or foul.
We really do wonder how we came to be here,
We shake our heads, how could my son be dead?
For here we are, each week by car
And here we lay the flowers & trinkets,
To stand & gaze and wonder how we can carry on without you now!
For life is cruel and that’s for sure.
How could you go before us?
Its not the way of things.
I wanted to hold your children and hear them call you Dad.
But we never ever shall do and that to me is so so sad.
For my son you did nothing bad, you just enjoyed the life you had.
Do not ask how I feel today, For I could not tell you the truth.
For never more will I feel right,
So please don’t ask & I won’t lie.
When really I’m in the depth of sadness.
For how I feel could be termed as madness.
The loss immense, I shake my head,
It makes no sense, how could you so full of life,
Be dead, never more to walk this earth,
Never more to feel sun or rain.
How can I explain, those depths of despair,
For unless you’re one of the few,
You could not comprehend,
How life carries on without them, although we do not want it to.
So here we’ve joined the group of elite.
Whose children were unique.
But to see them, hear them, feel them,
We must visit the cemetery.

Debbie Smart

 

Its sometime now since you have gone

 

 Its sometime now since you have gone,

But somehow we have to carry on,

We miss your voice, your laugh and That Whistle,

So here we are you’ve left us ‘ripples’

 

Since you are gone, the sun has shone,

The moon has waxed and waned,

But life for us will never ever be the same.

No more phone calls, ‘Alright?’

‘I’m alright, you alright?’

‘Not bad, Not bad’

No more nights as jack the lad.

 

No more Type R with stereo pounding,

For as a young man you were outstanding.

You shone at work, you shone at play,

But now you’ve gone so far away.

What shall we do, how can we cope?

For you to us were such a good bloke.

We all loved you, you loved us back,

Now how can we fill this terrific gap

you’ve left behind

In truth we can’t, and nor do we want to,

For you my son you were unique,

A one off now life is bleak.

But for me you did not die,

You are not dead,

You are in some far off land instead,

With seas of blue and golden sands,

For there you’ll walk on sun kissed shores,

Without a care, without a worry,

No more to the station in a hurry.

Not to age, grow bald or fat,

You really wouldn’t have liked that!

Old age is a pisser, or so I’m told

For you have left us to face the cold

of life without you.

For here you’ll be, up in the sun,

You really are the chosen one.

So for now, my son,

Night night, god bless,

You really were the very best!

 

Kevin Lee Smart 28.12.73 – 05.09.07

 

Debbie Smart

 
   
   

I See No Ravens

 

Although this day is dark and grey

Although this day I might lose my way

There is hope before me in the light

When towards new dawns I turn my sight

 

As the shroud of darkness begins to lift

And new beginnings stop the drift

There I see new ways to be

New horizons that beckon me

 

New paths to walk, new directions seen

Like emerging from a long dark dream

In the shadows now there are no omens

And now, at last, I see no Ravens!

 

Through parting clouds and clearing skies

I see my life now in reprise

What luck it was to have been given

That life which now I know resides in heaven

 

 

Note: I hope that in these lines I reflect a new beginning. That terrible loss of my son can never of course be forgotten, but I know that he would not wish us to dwell upon his loss. We must take up new ways - we can only live in the world as it is, and not as it was.

 

Richard Walker, November 2007

Time Is No Healer

 

Your heart stopped beating two years ago

The same time mine broke in two

Life is hard now you're not here

Nothing the same without you

I ask questions still

That have no answers

So I can never rest

Although I know you are at peace

And I am trying my best

The nightmares linger on

They never go away

You are very much still in my life

That's good to know, you'll stay

Strange as it may be

Still here to help me

Just not for me to see

When I walk, I know you're there

When I talk you are in the conversation

When I cry, I hear you say

"Come on be strong now

I'm only a whisper away"

Do you remember, when each of us had any problems

They were the words we used to say

I know that you are with me Stu

They are the words I woke up with today.

 

For Stuart, my wonderful brother,

who passed away 2 years ago aged 44.

 

Deepest love and devotion.

Sandra Chapman

   
   

Precious Son

Marcus how I miss you

My heart so full of pain,

To think that you have left

Life will never be the same.

 

I talk to you each evening

In the hope that you will hear,

I sit with you in the daytime

Hoping you are still quite near.

 

Your car stands on the driveway

Each day it’s the first thing that I see,

If only I could have a wish

That you were still here with me.

 

Your family still talk about you

I asked the question WHY,

I will hold you close within my heart,

Until the day I die.

 

Jackie (Marcus’ mum)

 

October

 

October, and the end of summer memories

A reminder now, when warm the sun shines

In those clear cloudless skies

A view across the open fields

Where new the furrows lie

 

These days, shorter now, but loved by all

The autumn is before us when golden leaves will fall

The forest, changed from its summer cloak

Now begins its rest, awaiting winter winds

To shed it’s dying canopy

 

Black fruits among the hedgerows

Beckon birds to feed

The tall, now dying grasses, offering their seed

There is a busy preparation

A ‘making ready’ for winter snows.

 

These old train lines rusting and forlorn

Still upon their sleepers and leading nowhere.

The very last wagon now is just a shell

Standing by itself, stranded, no more movement here

A bramble, climbing solid iron wheels.

 

People walking, they’re just passing by

Taking in the view, to the village on the hill

To the tower of the church, weather vane, and flag

The sound of far off bells, bring alive this bright new morning

In October, with my memories still burning!

 

Note: On a bright October day along the Colliers Way cycle path between Bath, Radstock and Frome, on the site of the old railway line, (the actual lines are still in place along several miles of the route) how nice a day it was, warm sunshine and lovely country views, what could be wrong with such a day? Nothing, but in my mind as always I am reminded of my son and all that could have been.

 

Richard Walker, October 2007

   
   

An Angel’s Message

 

An angel flew down from above

She was looking for the perfect soul

Someone filled with innocent love

As a new angel to enrol

 

He had to be sweet and kind

A perfect angel to be

Not the quickest soul to find

She knew it wouldn’t be easy

 

But there he was sat in class

As perfect as could be

She had found her ideal angel at last

To make others happy

 

On the shoulder she did tap him

And whispered in his ear

A new life he was about to begin

One without any fear

 

So up to heaven she did fly

With her new angel in tow

He didn’t get chance to say goodbye

But there’s something he wants you to know…

 

He misses you every single day

And loves you very much

He wants to wipe your tears away

With his healing angel touch

 

Happiness is all he wants for you

And to help heal the pain

He is sorry for what he has put you through

But promises you’ll see him again

 

So to finish off be very clear

That Dan is having a ball

His new life is filled with cheer

And no sadness AT ALL.

In memory of Dan Vavasour, by Aimee Pattenden

 

The Marcus Way

 

The cry of 'Fore'

Where did that go?

Don't worry mate

Have another go

 

A pat on the back

A quip and smile

On we would walk

And chat a while

 

He was so good

And me so bad

He would laugh

While I got mad

 

He hit them long

I hit them short

A joy to watch

He loved the sport

 

We loved him so

His sense of fun

Add up the scores

I know who's won

 

His bench now stands

Where once he stood

The memories strong

The feelings good

 

Although not blood

The ties are strong

To leave so young

There's something wrong

 

His memory's marked

With golf each year

The gap he's left

For all is clear

 

So when we meet

On that special day

We'll try to play

The Marcus way

 

by Mick Jolly

 

   
   

For my beautiful daughter Katie Hayes

 

Nothing prepared me for this

I never knew there could be so much pain and sorrow

So many tears have been shed

So many lives have been devastated

Life seems so fragile now

 

You use to light up the room

The days are now long and grey

Why were you taken so soon?

You had so much life to live

You had so much love to give

 

You were an inspiration, a beacon, a role model

You had such a wonderful circle of friends

“You brought happiness to all that met you

With that smile that never stopped”

 

We were all supposed to grow old together

Life now, seems to be just an existence

I wanted to walk you down the aisle

I wanted to hold your child

Why do I feel so much self-pity?

 

I try so hard to put on a brave face

But deep down I hurt inside

The pain is hard to bear

And through all this mental anguish

I know life MUST go on

 

I’ll take one day at a time

The path of grieving will be long and arduous

But I am surrounded by all that you have left

I am proud to have been your father

 

My love for you in life and now in death

Will always be unconditional

NOTHING PREPARED ME FOR THIS

 

by John Hayes

 

Our Kasia

 

Our darling daughter is now not here,
And every day we shed a tear,
Hoping and praying that she is near,
Most of our days are so hard to bear,
Knowing that she is now not there.
 

We miss her laughter, fun and singing,
And all the joy she would be bringing,

I hear her voice saying "Don't be sad,
Please be strong my mam and dad."

 

by Kasia's mam

Poem for Nath

We’ll never be able to put into words

How much we miss you Nath

We miss your laughs, your jokes, your tricks,

Your happy smiling face

We miss what you’d have grown to be

As you achieved your dreams

The friendship and the love we’d share

How proud we would have been

Now we just hope through all our tears

As we still question WHY???

That you’ve gone to a better place

For a party in the Sky!

by Angela Butler

   
   

Nature’s Angel

 

Hear my whisper in the breeze

When the wind blows through the trees

Feel my touch in the air

And know that I am always there

 

 

Hear my song with the birds

And listen to my every word

I sing to you all day long

And hope that you can hear my song

 

 

Hear my laughter in the rain

Falling on your window pane

See my smiles in the sun

With every new day begun

 

 

Feel my presence with each wake

I am every breath you take

Every time you go to sleep

In your dreams is where well meet

 

 

All around feel my touch

I know it doesn’t feel like much

But I am here every day

Since the time I went away

 

In memory of Dan Vavasour, by Aimee Pattenden

 

CRY

 

When a cherished one leaves overwhelming the grief

Don’t want to know or even believe

When a loved one dies you sit and CRY

Asking yourself the question why?

 

There smile forever a memory shared

There voice still prominent as if just herd

The tears of sadness fall down my cheek

Desperate to talk, and hear you speak

Untold answers of why you left

Is there a reason for your untimely death?

Is there an answer or maybe a meaning

That could prevent this aching feeling.

 

I found a charity its called CRY

They helped me understand, explained why.

In times of trouble and despair,

 They listen well and show they care.

 

A silent killer UN-be-known

A child an adult not fully grown

It takes away from all of us

The smallest breathe with little fuss.

So every time you may feel SAD

Remember the times that made you glad

Every time you want to CRY

Just look for them up in the sky.

 

by Clare Sykes

 
   

Coach Dominic (by Ellis aged 2)

We met Coach Dominic at the beginning of October just after my 2nd Birthday. I loved kicking and Daddy took me to little Kickers on a Saturday in Chigwell, just me and him... well, me him and some other boys and girls, all little like me and coach Dominic.

Coach Dominic was great, he didn’t mind if I did big kicks instead of little ones, he always took my hand and showed me what to do, he had a great little rhyme, ‘yummy, yummy in my tummy’ as we rolled the ball around our tummies, followed by my favourite bit ‘Noooo’. (Well he was a bit silly). He remembered every little boy and girls name and made sure everyone was alright and got a go. I liked the way he got me to do thumbs up before he blew the whistle, but didn’t mind that I couldn’t quite get the difference between fingers and thumbs, I never missed a high five with him though after I scored a goal.

At the end of the kicking he gave me a sticker, I always took that home to Mummy and told her what we did with coach Dominic.

When I got to little kickers last week Coach Dominic wasn’t there. Coach Titch said something to Daddy and Daddy looked sad. I managed all the things Coach Dominic had showed me for the first time, I hope he was hiding and saw me...

In memory of Dominic Brown, by Ellis Newman

Coach Dominic (by Daddy aged 43)

Forty five minutes a week for 11 weeks is all we knew Coach Dominic for, less than a day, but in that time I met a ‘young man’ that Brian Clough would have been proud to know. He was fantastic with the little people and they all responded to him. His warmth, humour and patience with those kids was exceptional and they loved him for it.

For a life to be lost so suddenly, so unexpectedly, so young is tragic. Ellis and I want to say thank you to Coach Dominic, you made a massive impact on our lives in a short time, and you will continue to live in the lives of all the children you introduced to the fun of football.

Thank you Coach Dominic

In memory of Dominic Brown, by Mike Newman

 

 

 

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