Forever Young – by Heather Walker

For my son Ryan, who collapsed and died at home on Monday 7th July. He was 24, and had graduated from University. Heโ€™d just returned from New Zealand where he was a Cricket Coach teaching High School children and was about to go back in October for another 6 months. He was also due to become an Uncle for the first time and had so much to look forward to. I wrote the poem because this is howย I feel.

Forever Young

I often sit alone and think of you
Since you left this place
Sometimes I hear a song that makes me cry
or I laugh
When I picture your smiling face
I try to make sense of the reasons why youโ€™re gone
Perhaps one day Iโ€™ll know
But till then, I think of none
You were so young and had much more to give
You lived your life as others of your age
Would surely wish to live
I know I should be grateful for the precious time we shared
But how I wish it was some otherโ€™s
And that your life had been spared
I gave you life, you gave me joy
I was so proud of you, my boy
Now memories are all I have
In my heavy heart such pain
My only comfort knowing that
One day weโ€™ll meet again
And now as I recall that dreadful day, my Son
Who would have thought that you would remain
Forever young